After all these years [Smut/Kink - Nach vielen Jahren - fürs Team]

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Team: Drache

Challenge: Smut/Kink - Nach vielen Jahren (fürs Team)

Titel: After all these years

Fandom: Haven

Charaktere: Duke Crocker, Nathan Wuornos

Pairing: Duke x Nathan
Anmerkung: Duke kommt zurück nach Haven

Wörter: 849 Wörter

Sprache: Englisch

Duke didn’t have any ulterior motive when he asked Nathan for a fishing trip. He just wanted to spend some time with him. To be honest, he hadn’t expected Nathan to say yes. He had expected yelling, judging and pure hot anger when they met again.

But Nathan seemed just as happy to see him as Duke was.

So not long after he returned to Haven, he was with Nathan on a little boat, sailing out onto the sea where they would be completely alone. There was not much talking. There never had been. Nathan had always been the quiet handsome type. God, he looked even better than when Duke had left almost ten years ago. Nathan had grown up. He had become a man.

Duke tried to watch the ocean, to not make it too obvious that he couldn’t take his eyes from Nathan. But it was difficult. He had missed Nathan, more than he liked to admit. All those years away, he never forgot about him, not even in the short period of a marriage he had with Evi. Nathan had always been there. Always with him.

After a few years after leaving Haven, he was sure he was over Nathan but it was clear to him now that he had never been over Nathan. He was his first love - maybe even more of that. He was the one that got away - just that he didn’t get away. Duke had left. He had made that decision - even if he hadn’t had a choice. He had pissed off some very nasty people. And leaving was better than ending up dead.

That’s why he asked Nathan out today. He wanted to explain. He wanted to apologize. And maybe save the leftovers from their friendship.

So when they were far out on the sea, Duke killed the engine and grabbed the fishing rods. It was easier to talk if they had something to do. And Duke had asked him out for fishing. It would be suspicious if he wouldn’t get the rods out.

When he handed Nathan his rod, he stepped closer. Duke’s heart made a skip. Nathan had always seeked closeness with him but after all this time Duke had forgotten what it felt like. He wanted to touch him, hold him. Kiss him.

As if Nathan had read his mind, he pressed his lips to Duke’s.

Duke really had no ulterior motive when he had asked Nathan for this trip but when Nathan kissed him, all the things he had wanted to say to him were forgotten. Only Nathan was in his mind now. He let the fishing rod fall to the ground and wrapped his arm around Nathan’s back.

Soon they were lying on the ground of the boat, bodies pressed together.

“I’ve missed you,” Nathan whispered as he stroked his hand over Duke’s back and sliding it beneath his shirt. “I’ve missed you so much.”

“Me too,” Duke murmured back. His whole body was tingling with excitement. Nathan’s touches felt different and yet so familiar. “I wanted - I wanted to tell you-”

“Later,” Nathan said and kissed him again, full of passion. Duke could feel a hint of desperation in it too. Maybe even fear?

It broke Duke’s heart. He knew he was the reason for that. But he didn’t intend to leave again. He would stay this time. So he pressed closer, seeking warmth and closeness. With Nathan’s body pressed against his, Duke had a hard time thinking straight. So he just didn’t. He let his emotions take over.

He helped Nathan out of his clothes and Nathan did the same for him.

Every touch from Nathan was like a firework. Duke completely lost himself in these sensations and in the feeling of Nathan’s naked body against him. He hadn’t felt this good for a very long time. When Nathan wrapped his hand around his cock, Duke completely forgot everything else around him. He forgot where he was or what he had planned for this trip. There was only Nathan.

Afterwards Duke didn’t want to let go of Nathan. He never wanted to let him go ever again. So he just held him tightly, staying close to him.

“What did you want to tell me?” Nathan asked after a while.

“Just that I’m sorry. For not coming back sooner. For staying away for so long.”

“You’re here now,” Nathan said and then fell silent. Duke could feel that something was wrong so he stroked over Nathan’s back to soothe him. “Will you stay this time?” His voice was so small.

Duke swallowed hard. “I’m not intending to leave again. I won’t leave you again, Nate. I promise.”

Nathan nodded, then he raised his head, grinning at Duke. “Next round then?”

Duke laughed softly. “I’m an old man now, Nathan. We’re not teenagers anymore.”

Nathan just shrugged and kissed him again. Oh man, how could Nathan let him forget everything with a single kiss? Duke had no chance of resisting.

They stay out on the ocean for several hours. And they didn’t catch a single fish.